뜨끔..

RULE 1
Life is not fair - get used to it.

RULE 2
The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world
will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel
good about yourself.

RULE 3
You will NOT make 40 thousand dollars a year right out
of high school. You won't be a vice president with
car phone, until you earn both.

RULE 4
If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a
boss. He doesn't have tenure.

RULE 5
Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your
grandparents had a different word for burger flipping
they
called it Opportunity.

RULE 6
If you mess up,it's not your parents' fault, so don't
whine about your mistakes, learn from them.

RULE 7
Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as
they are now. They got that way from paying your bills,
cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about
how cool you are. So before you save the rain forest
from the parasites of your parent's generation, try
delousing the closet in your own room.


RULE 8
Your school may have done away with winners and losers,
but life has not. In some schools they have abolished
failing grades and they'll give you as many times as
you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the
slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.

RULE 9
Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get
summers off and very few employers are interested in
helping you find yourself. Do that on your own time.

RULE 10
Television is NOT real life. In real life people
actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.

RULE 11
Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for
one

빌 게이츠의 10계명을 오늘 내게 읽게 하셨다..나는 이 10계명에서 경고하는 것들중 많은것을 나는 지난 몇달간 해왔다...하하...
하나님께서는 내게 이 모든것에서 등을 돌리시기를 원하신다...
등을 돌리고 곰곰히 이 10계명을 곱씹어 보자....하하하..
답을 알고있기에 더욱 이중불만에 싸여있던 나에게 한꺼풀을 과감히 벗겨주시는 하나님..멋진분이시다.

다시 곰곰히 생각해보니...나는 나를, 내 인생을 사랑하고 싶지 않았던 마음이 더 컸던것 같다. 내가 사랑하고 안하고는 내가 선택할수 없는 것임이 더욱 싫었던 것이다. 선택할수 없는 것이라면 멋지게 싸워보자는 생각은 왜 미루었을까..투쟁하기 싫어서 피하고 피하다가 나를 잃게 생겼기 때문에 저 글들을 보면서 뜨끔했을지도...꼭 누군가 찔러줘야 자극이 되는 나이는 지나지 않았는가..히히...
다시 신을 내어보자구...
by yoosunine